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and dun wanna say why i edited the post
and i dun understand how i care so much for other pple
when in the end
im treated like shit
talk about treat others like how you want yourself to be treated by them
dun tink that's true
and how can all those shitty pple
have all the things that i dun have but i want
i mean
i dun tink i'm an ultra good person
but i tink
at the very LEAST
i'm like so much more better than them
i dun noe who to turn to to confide in already
because you all dun understand how i feel
dun say you also feel lonely
cause you're surrounded by pple who constantly notice you and care about you
and i feel myself gradually closing myself up and distaning myself from others
which is not a good sign
shit
owells
what we could have been, 19.4.09.